Client
Mother and Therapist - middle age

Goals for Therapy
To experience a past life regression related to the trauma experienced in this life.

Power animal
Wolf – Very loving, tactile and motherly
Inner Wise being
An angel, who is female  – feels so nice, as she is cheerful, warm and loving and comforting – happy to support her in her PL journey
Overview of the Past Life Story 
Start
Life started in France as a woman living a luxurious life as part of the court of the royal circle (in Versailles). Despite being very well off and living in beautiful surroundings was really oblivious to these privileges being more pre-occupied with the relationships around her. Felt she was cunning, selfish, watchful and jealous of those around her. Found herself in a big gathering in a garden of a huge house in the presence of her lover (Antoine). She senses her lover is going with someone else and is now trying to control him as he tries to explain himself. Is angry inside and feels abandoned.
Also has a sense that events are about to overtake everyone (this is pre-revolution) as they are all blissfully unaware of a huge storm brewing that is of their own making. Feels so much to blame for the events that (she senses) are about to unfold as she had been so cruel and selfish. Also feels and believes and that she her self got her just deserts in the end. At the same time although she didn’t know the Queen that well (being on the edge of the edge of the royal circle) and although she knew the Queen had been careless (as everyone had), was so sad how her life ended as she didn’t deserve that, for she was truly noble for all her faults – unlike herself just a hanger on.
She was so upset about this huge storm brewing and the fact she knew this would be the last time she saw her lover. Feels very alone and enraged at being discarded becoming like an older woman who has lost her grace and charm.  

1st Significant event
Found her self looking out the window of a palace (aged around 50), everyone is running for their lives. The palace is going to be attacked; the nobles are fleeing leaving the defence to the Swiss guards. She leaves with a lady servant – feels scared and hounded, nobility now paying the price for the selfishness and greed, the party is over – has a horrible bleak feeling. Escapes with her maid servant, Laure (a sweet and loyal woman) in a horse and carriage and is horrified that she has to share it with someone else she doesn’t know (another noble woman). They head south into more rural areas and doesn’t exchange a word with the other woman. Eventually they find food and drink at an Inn, much later in the day. They stand out from the locals in their attire and wigs. Feels at the mercy of the working classes – very vulnerable and embarrassed at their attire, a real sense of danger. At the same time also feels contempt at the working classes because of their lack of refinement and culture (she can speak German and some English)       .

2nd Significant event
In a church having lit a candle for the Queen Marie Antoinette who has been executed (16th October 1793). Now located in Provence (age 53) - a much more sympathetic climate to nobility here but still have to dress like civilians with their identities kept secret – under false pretences (said she came from Germany). Feels horrified and terrible about the Queens execution, she was so vivacious, charming and clever (despite not knowing how to hold her tongue). Also feels shame that she her self escaped and got off ‘scott-free’ only to watch the others have calamity strike. Feels very alone now (doesn’t have servants any more) and no one to talk to about the events that led to their fall from privilege. Is bitter now and on guard (can’t trust anyone – apart from Laure - but even then she can’t speak to servants about such matters). Angry about her situation and the shame of it (angry at the masses – oafs, barbaric in nature) – lost her whole life.

3rd Significant event
Aged about 56 now, has just heard her niece has died some months ago (letter has just arrived from her younger sister who lives far away). This fills her with sadness as she didn’t have children herself.
4th Significant event
Aged about 60, has heard Antoine has died and thinks she herself doesn’ t have long to live either in this miserable existence. Although she hasn’t seen him for 10 years she feels incredibly bereft. He was the one memory she had of being beautiful and young and having a good time together – he represented the best time of her life - the good old days. His death is just another confirmation that those days are over. Has a sense of relief and peace that the whole masquerade is finishing – wished she had children.
Death
In her death bed (ill and doesn’t want to get better), Laure is there and it’s the first time she cries in front of her as she thanks her for her loyalty. She also apologises for the way she treated her at times e.g. she didn’t help her when Laure had problems with her own family – can see now it was a refusal to join with humanity, being a bitter woman at the time. Realises that Laure has more heart than herself. Regrets having entered the court and thinks now she should have stayed with her sister and had a family of her own. But at the time she loved beauty, wealth and power and the intellectual environment of the court.   

Healing:
Body
Took the body from that life back to the one of the royal gardens, by a fountain and laid it out on the grass (near where she had her last conversation with Antoine) to do some healing. Cleared it of all its physical ailments. Also needed to forgive her PL character as she didn’t know any better, it wasn’t really her fault what happened yet she blamed herself.
Soul Retrieval
Sensed that there was a part of her soul that split off in that life due to the circumstances she faced. Identified the missing part with the root chakra, red in colour that had a sense of belonging. Also felt as if she had been beheaded along with all the others and some of them lost other limbs as well (Antoine was hung, drawn and quartered). So all these aspects including the sense of belonging were invited to integrate back into herself and any healing required was directed to wherever was appropriate.
Healing Guide
Energy is so warm and loving, Christ like.
Past Life Review
Was learning to be human in that life. Also rules and regulations are not as important as feelings and the spirit of things. A smile and a generous word are worth more than all the riches of the realm to someone who needs it.
Integration into Current Life
Was shown that life because she has to learn how to forgive herself and realise that she also deserves or is entitled to happiness no matter how well off you are. In addition has to learn to think for her self and not follow the masses -to follow her heart and not her lust. Needs now to make her energy as beautiful as the palace Versailles through healing and meditation (it’s a sort of cleansing of her energy field) and not imagine that you can buy such things, which is what she was trying to do in that past life. Advice from the guide is to accept that she is forgiven and to go forward in this life with confidence, to serve and be with people of all walks of life. That she has healing work to do and everybody will find that useful. That it needs to transcend boundaries (status and nationality) and go into the heart of things, no prejudice, like light that permeates everything irrespective of what it is.  
Further work
Guide indicated that no further work was required at the moment (not yet) as this was a big piece of work that will have far reaching consequences at least for the next two years the affects will continue to manifest - this being a  momentous and very grounding session. Final message was to show her that fellow traveller in that PL (the woman in the carriage when she escaped) and felt she should show her warmth, healing and forgiveness – may be her sister in her CL or a ‘sister’ on some other level.
Disengagement
Needed to forgive her PL character and Antoine and then bathe the PL character in loving turquoise light – returning and integrating the energies of the PL into their rightful places.
Follow up 1-2 weeks later
Very pleased with an enlightening and interesting session